Depress
Depressed with my stock loss, mistakes; telecom doom; issues; KC’s decline progress => critical thinking, honest, myself, face directly; instead of avoiding in others (stock for project’s issues, children for my bad stock and career…)
Right approach: stock loss: avoid over trade, abuse margin, especially during a difficult, dangerous time => cut loss, sell all for life. If still hold, still have depressed feeling, cannot relieve.
Defensive, saving books